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I know that I should write something right now. I know that I could. But something is locking me back. I just got out of county jail, spending 20 days flipping out w/out my meds (slept 12 hours the entire time I was there, no lie), fighting, telling them laws to fuck off, and representing for my race and keeping it down while I watched all these other motherfuckers fall to the wayside. I'm tired, I'm sick of this bullshit. I almost went back to prison this time. If I wouldn't have pissed clean when I seen the judge, I would have. So I don't know what to say really. I don't want a bunch of comments about poor me. Fuck me. I ended up there for a reason - because I've been doing dirt my entire life. I'll start writing again when I can really do it.
But I hope that the few people on here that know me well and actually knew what I was possibly facing (5 years minimum, and with my affiliations that can turn into a life sentence) and how to get in touch lie their heads down tonight, breathe that free world air, and think about the fact that I would have been greatly cheered by a short note or whatever. Any kind of mail. Because I'd do it for you. Just say the word and I would...
But I hope that the few people on here that know me well and actually knew what I was possibly facing (5 years minimum, and with my affiliations that can turn into a life sentence) and how to get in touch lie their heads down tonight, breathe that free world air, and think about the fact that I would have been greatly cheered by a short note or whatever. Any kind of mail. Because I'd do it for you. Just say the word and I would...
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private drawings such as sketches, portraits and various handmade drawings. Due to the fact that it is not possible to hide folders, I decided to use this form of collecting my works
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Adjusting to the free world...again...
Every time I'm locked up I spend the whole time making plans about what I'm going to do so that my life matters. Every time I tell myself (and all the other woods I sit around bullshitting with...heh, I guess that's why they call it bullshitting) that I'm going to do things differently. No more dope, no more guns, no more wasting my time with bullshit cats and trifling hos, that I'm going to aim for the sky, make my dreams come true, do this, do that. It's easy to be brave about how you gonna do things when you don't have to do anything other than bang hard through the day, hustle up your little bit to make it, and play all the convict games
I AM BACK BITCHES!!! FTW 2316 LR AND ALL THAT...
Well, I just got out of bitch-ass trash unit Pam Lychner. Seven months, not too bad. But boy is that place trash! Crackheads, bullshit Woods, trash-ass Bloods, roaching and scheming idiots, and a whole fuckload of people that just ain't about this life but still feel the need to take penitentiary chances regardless. Hey, it ain't my fault you smoked up your mom's lawnmower, took your girl's last hit, and then got arrested fuckers!!! Or any of the other classic examples of the bullshit I've had to deal with in the past half-yearish sentence.
Anyways, I'm back and going hard already. Only been out about 5 hours. Drunk. Loving life. I'll holler
Gone for a while
I will be more or less out of touch for 6 months or so. I would appreciate mail (physical mail - no internet where I will be) from you. For my address contact mjrhome@gmail.com.
If anyone wonders where I've been...
It's mostly been "away from here" because dA was consuming most of my creative energy and therefore reducing the amount of actual art I created. But I've also been to jail, nearly lost my legs (some sort of circulatory problems [that's a tentative diagnosis, the best one that doctors came up with over the course of about 12-13 months of hellish lesions, abscesses, and infections that have left my legs cratered with even more scars than they had before; unbelievably, doctors are unwilling to do much work in finding out what's wrong with you unless you place yourself completely in their hands, and despite that fact that I made myself completely
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Well well well, see who they finally let out eh, babe? Haha I kid, I kid. But seriously long time no speak right? I've got your wonderful friend ~snowraven0 to thank really, she noted everyone on your friends list to tell them about your latest run in with the law. I mean, I knew I hadn't heard much from your but this one was a bit of a biggy, even for you (; [and I'm sure that's saying something]. Anyway, a lovely warm welcome back, and to many more years of your wonderful words 